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Mollymauk Tealeaf ([personal profile] melanholia) wrote2021-10-02 11:19 am

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[personal profile] thebadnews 2022-06-30 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Speaking of ego boosts, there is something positively reaffirming about Molly praising him for understanding what his reasoning is behind using his own cards. It probably doesn't help that he has already drank a fair amount of wine, too, so he is not even trying to hide the grin in response. ]

Sounds like how I am with tinkering. There is something strangely calming to it. Though sometimes I get a bit carried away and lose track of time.

[ At the mention of bringing back wine to Percy's place, he raises an eyebrow, intrigued. Now there's an idea. ]

Then it sounds like you are both fair and kind.

[ He watches closely as Molly carefully picks it up and inspects it. He purposely does not keep it loaded, at least not here in Noctium. Were he on the road and expecting trouble, he would have kept it loaded, but with ammunition being in such short supply, he does not need to take the chance that it would accidentally go off.

And with Molly handling it, he does not want to worry about the tiefling accidentally pulling the trigger, since he has clearly never handled a gun before. Not that many people in their world have. ]


I've grown up with swords. Have a couple of my own. I don't know what it is about this weapon that intrigues me so much. It came at a terrible price, though.

[ And quietly, to which he would blame the alcohol for his surprising honesty, though part of it is just being around Molly has already started to tear his guard down. ]

A price that was worth it, in the end, I think. Though I still question what will happen with my soul once I really do die. [ It's a morbid conversation, but a topic that he does not bring up that often. ]
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[personal profile] thebadnews 2022-07-03 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ While Molly inspects the weapon, Percy can't help but watch Molly closely. Not in a way that implies distrust, but more out of curiosity. Molly's interests lie in a different school of thought than Percy is used to. Percy is all about science and logic, which should have lead to them clashing, but instead Percy finds himself even more interested. ]

Ah yes, it is very dangerous for someone unskilled to wield. And if the weapon has not been crafted properly the consequences can be disastrous. [ Anna Ripley and the loss of her hand is all the indication one needs to stay away from weapons you don't understand.

When Molly passes his judgment to him, a flicker of a smile appears on Percy's face, before disappearing so quickly it might have gone unnoticed. He never got a straight answer from the Raven Queen, but he likes to believe that he has spent enough of his life working towards atonement that maybe he won't be banished to the Nine Hells. ]


I've killed a lot of people, sent their souls to the Abyss. [ His face looks even more somber as he turns his gaze on the table out of shame, not sure he could handle Molly's response to what he's about to say next. ]

There was a time when I thought I was beyond redemption. That the best thing I could do was die once my revenge was complete. But I was given a second chance at life, and I tried to make the most of it. My path to atonement, it felt like it was never-ending. And now that I'm here, it has thrown me for a loop. This wasn't exactly part of the plan.
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[personal profile] thebadnews 2022-07-05 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Percy places the gun back in its holster, finding himself instantly breathing easier now that he knows it's in a place where it will be safe. Briefly, he finds himself imagining a terrible scene which causes a brief moment of panic, but Molly seems to accept his answer and wouldn't be seeking to use one anytime soon. ]

It's not just that I killed them. If it were just that, I think selfishly I could live with it? [ He sighs, because he had not intended on telling Molly about this so early on, but maybe it is better that he lay everything out there, every fucked up thing about him. Maybe it would help him to not fall into the same traps of keeping too many secrets, like he did with the rest of Vox Machina. ]

This entity that I made a bargain with, it said it would help me to get revenge. It showed me a vision, one that helped me craft this weapon. In exchange, those that I killed, their souls would be sent to him for, I don't know, an eternity of damnation? But it wasn't just the people who killed my family that I killed, there were others. Others who probably didn't deserve such a fate.

[ He definitely needs the wine, and so when Molly has refilled his glass, he accepts it and takes an eager drink from it. ]

Maybe it's not worth ruminating over, what's done is done. But it is something that will probably be looming over my head for the rest of time. When I first landed here, you know I thought this was punishment for all of that? [ He laughs and shakes his head. ] Though, I suppose you're right, what could the gods possibly gain from my being here? Besides, if anything this has given me a chance. I don't know what for just yet, but maybe I will figure out in due time.
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[personal profile] thebadnews 2022-07-09 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ While this isn't the first time he has heard a spiel like this, somehow hearing it from Molly, from someone who did not know him back in Exandria, it helps just a little bit more. He feels able to let go of some of that guilt, at least for now. He does make a good point, after all. Demons are designed to do just that, and in the end, he did manage to separate himself from said demon. It could have been much worse.

Somewhere along the way, Percy's mind starts to wander, though he does listen to what Molly says. It's more that he isn't paying close attention to Molly himself until he looks up to notice him changing into a new coat, and something about the fluidity of it all causes his breath to catch in his throat. He tries to recover quickly, ignoring the heat spreading on his cheeks in hope that if he ignores it, it won't be super obvious to Molly as well.

This is ridiculous; he's married for the gods's sake! ]


Yes, it took a while to get to this point, but I suppose it matters that I got here eventually.

[ He smiles as he listens to Molly speak about this world, about what it's done for him. Maye it's time for Percy to stop viewing it as a prison.

Though, he does find himself in the midst of a coughing fit at the mention of wife. Yet still he makes no mention of Vex'ahlia, and the only indication that there was anything tying him down would be small gold band around his finger. ]


Yes, that Malachite guy could really use some therapy, or so I hear. [ He grins as he finishes off yet another glass. By now, he is definitely feeling the effects of the wine, and if anything, that would be a good excuse for why his cheeks most certainly are looking flushed more and more often. ]
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[personal profile] thebadnews 2022-07-13 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Right, the workshop. Percy could, in all honesty, have spent hours just talking with Molly without realizing the time that's passing. Had he been sober, he probably would have taken closer notice of that, but instead he files that away to worry about later.

He starts to push himself up, thankfully still in enough control not to be too wobbly. And there is most definitely always room for more wine in his life, so he graciously accepts the offered bottle. ]


Yes, to the workshop!

And, I would agree with you. On both accounts. I've had one too many brushes with death already, I'd rather like to stay in the world of the living while I'm here.

[ He tucks the bottle under his coat, making sure that his gun was holstered and that he wasn't forgetting anything. His head felt like it was spinning, though whether that was the wine or the excitement of this kinship he felt with Molly starting to fall into place he could not say for sure. Whatever the case may be, he doesn't think he has felt quite so happy and energized since his arrival. It's a nice feeling, one that he wants to cling to as he waits for Molly to be ready to join him on their walk to his home, to his workshop. ]
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[personal profile] thebadnews 2022-07-20 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe Noctium wasn't all that bad. Percy has to look at the bright sides or he will go verifiably insane if he focuses only on the potential dangers.

But he also doesn't want to get too comfortable, either. His heart aches a little bit about thinking of possibilities of starting to settle down here, start a new life, only to wind up back in Whitestone.

For the first time, he is not actually sure what outcome he would rather have. ]


It'll be nice to have someone who has my back, and vice versa. [ Vex comes to mind, but it's always been different with her. She's her own person and requires a certain amount of independence that Percy can relate to. They had always made it work in the end, and it worked for Exandria, but this isn't Exandria.

The shops have such a different feel to them than the ones he had visited in Exandria. Although he misses Victor's eccentricity, it's a bit of a relief to not have to deal with all the haggling and shaking and dealing. Everything feels so much more straightforward here. ]


This is definitely a good start. I should have some materials leftover back home as well. [ Still, Percy takes a look in case anything else catches his eye. It's here when he gets the idea, sees a charm of a single moon and glances at the bits and baubles hanging off of Molly's horn.

While Molly's purchases are being rung up, Percy surreptitiously places a few more items in for tinkering.

Because one moon isn't enough; it's the two moons that connect them. ]